Tuesday, July 7, 2009

song for tonight...

Remember when you were young
How the hero was never hung
Always got away
Remember how the man
Used to leave you empty handed
Always, always let you down
If you ever change your mind
About leaving it all behind
Remember, remember, today
Don't you worry'bout what you've done
Don't feel sorry'bout the way it's gone
Remember when you were small
How people seemed so tall
Always had their way
Remember your ma and pa
Just wishing for movie stardom
Always, always playing a part
If you ever feel so sad
And the whole world is driving you mad
Remember, remember today
-Remember, John Lennon

Where is the moment we needed the most
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost
They tell me your blue skies fade to gray
They tell me your passion's gone away
And I don't need no carryin' on
You stand in the line just to hit a new low
You're faking a smile with the coffee you go
You tell me your life's been way off line
You're falling to pieces every time
And I don't need no carryin' on
Because you had a bad day
-Bad Day, Daniel Powter

...

i tried not to fall for you..
but i did...

you lied once..
and i said it's fine,you're OK, your grandparents are much important than me...

you lied twice..
and i accepted it with smile, because i knew that you would still be there...

you lied for the third times..
and i'm mad, i can't stand it anymore, i start to think that you just play with me...

and i think you did..
you'd never know how it effects me..
cracked my confidence, my trust, and my day...
probably you just never want to know..

and now i try to forget you and all the promises...
but i can't..
it's a waste of my time..i know...but still...

Wednesday, May 27, 2009

The last week of school...

Today is Wednesday, May 27... and this is the last wednesday I go to school here, in America...
It's really sad sometimes when I think about it...
10 months go to school here...
Laker time at 8.15 a.m
Go to Mr. Ullyot US History class
Go to the second period, think when the school will be done...
Third period, Chemistry.. doing lab, got tickled, laugh, another notes,hungry...
Got lunch.. wait in the long line, my fingerprint won't work, chat, spill the milk, bathroom...
Fourth hour, class AGAIN!
Fifth hour, laughed at Mr. Hassenstab
Sixth period, long hour, school almost done!
Seventh hour, Pre-calculus... REALLY now??! tired... never end chat.. another notes..
Go home... wait in the commons until somebody come pick me up...

But now... 2 more days... and I'm done...
Will miss a lot of stuff here...
will miss school...won't I??

Friday, May 8, 2009

Prom pictures!!!

These are the pictures from the Prom Night in Detroit Lakes, MN... Prom with themes A Walk to Remember is really a great success night, and absolutely be a great memory for all of us who went...
Me n Beatrice..

Me n Kayla...


Me n Girls from DL..



Sunday, May 3, 2009

Prom.. the first and the last...

Last night, Saturday, May 2...
Prom was in the air...
I went to Debi's apartment to get ready for prom..
She did my nail..give me a french manicure... wooowww...this is my first time doing something like this!!!
and then she did my hair...it's really fun because both of us didn't know what to do with my unflexible hair... so we did some experiments and in the end we just did the simple design one...hahaha
the next step, she gave me a "little" make up... I LOVE IT so much!!!!!!!
i looked so tan... and looked really naturally tan... i just realized that i have big eyes..hahaha

after that, at 6 p.m Christina picked me up and both of us drove to school together... Christina is my friend that i knew from my Chemistry class... nice, genuine girl with a lot of smile.. :)
When we arrived we just went to the bleachers and look for a good place to sit and watch the Grand March...
There's almost 50 couple there... and they dress up, and they all looked so pretty... I'm so amazed when I saw that...because at the first time I always thought that prom would be pretty boring...so i change my mind...
And then at 9 o'clock at night, the Prom dance started!
It's always fun to dance with all of my friend, do silly stuff, hugging each other around, and do anything we want to do...
But last night was really suck... The music was so bad...there's a lot of slow music which would be really boring for the kids who have no date... We didn't dance a lot since the fast music wasn't that good too.. The best part was when I dance slow dance with Kayla and Angela.. At least I have enough good time in the dance with my best friends... :D
The dance last until midnight..and after that we have Post Prom party at Young Life Castaway... So all of us change with casual outfit and pack some stuff and went by bus at 00.30 a.m to Castaway... a lot of us have already tired, so we took 15 minutes in the bus to sleep..
I know one guy that I have ever met before in his house, but he never talk to me,a nd last night he just came from no where and asked how's my day going.. haha... pretty funny actually when i remebered it again....
When we arrived in Castaway, we all gathered in one big room, where we saw our post prom performance by the teacher... it was so funny!
and then we could go anywhere we want to and do some stuff.. I walked with Kayla and Angie... We played the flying squirrel first and then we got some carricatures painting going on and then we got some massaging...and then we walked around and end up in bonfire place beside the lake.. And then we got our breakfast at 4.30 in the morning, which I didn't really care cause i've already fell asleep... And then at 5.15 we went back to school and went home...
This morning I slept from 6 a.m and woke up at 1 o'clock... Feel so good!!!

-Try to stand in my own feet-

Wednesday, March 25, 2009

DULUTH...,DULUTH...

Last weekend I went to Duluth,MN with Jody Eidenschink and her family... Actually, she asked me on Monday if I want to go with her in Friday to Duluth..Duluth is my dream since the first 2 months I was here so without thought too much I just said YES!
So, in Friday she picked me up at Pat's house and drove to her house. For the first time I thought we would go to Duluth that evening..but NO..that evening I stayed at their house and we watched movie,ate pizza, and played Wii.. that night was so fun!
On Saturday morning, Jody woke me up at 7.30 a.m.. I took shower very fast because I really wanted to be in Duluth as fast as I could.. We left Jody's house at 8.30 a.m and we drove to the north for almost 4 hour because we arrived in Duluth at 12.30 p.m.. I feel so tired because the drive to Duluth is not that fun..there's just tree, n tree, n tree.. I slept a little bit, read a book, listen to the music, but they really not helped..the drive felt like forever!

When we arrived in Duluth, we drove to Liz's (Jody's daughter) apartment.. She is in St. Scholastica college now, taking her master in Occupation Therapist(OT)... And then we drove again for almost 45 mionutes to Betty's Pies..and then we ate lunch there... I got a chocolate banana cream,DELICIOUS!!!! They have the BEST pie!!! :D
And then we drove to Gooseberry Falls, they have waterfalls,and the best scenery in Duluth... We took a lot of pictures, actually me and Liz..we had a lot of fun there...
And then we went back to Duluth and dropped Louis at the casino and we continue our plan.. We went up to Pottery Burn, a place where we can choose a pottery and paint it..and it's really not that expensive..that's why I really like it... Liz made an ice bowl, Jody made a salad bowl and I made a thank you plate for Rotary.. we spent almost 2 hours there..it was so fun!!

And then we went back to the hotel, Canal Park Lodge and watched a movie, Baby Mama..so funny.. :)
On Sunday morning, we went to the bridge that can be lift up and down as the ship go accross it..
And we also did some college tour, we went to U of M Duluth first and then we went to St. Scholastica.. Both of the campus was so cool but I really like the St. Scholastica one.. the building looks like castle, big n gorgeous.... But, I also like the UMD library which is so neat..thay have one big building just for library, and it is so modern too...

I really love this town... If they give me chance to choose I will absolutely choose Duluth... Duluth is an old town with a lot of old building and full of art... located in the hill but also lies in the coast of lake Superior... It's also a student town, since they have 2 big universities.. a lot of culture.. a lot of stuff to do..

DULUTH= Old City with Young Spirit

Wednesday, March 18, 2009

dumb comp...

all of the computer at school is so dumb!!
oopss.. sorry... or maybe the programmer is dumb...
why they give us internet connection if we can't go to yahoo, facebook and all of the site like that???
makes me so mad...
if it was facebook i understand why...
but yahoo?? are you kidding me right now???
i believe soon they will block google too..