song for tonight...

Remember when you were young
How the hero was never hung
Always got away
Remember how the man
Used to leave you empty handed
Always, always let you down
If you ever change your mind
About leaving it all behind
Remember, remember, today
Don't you worry'bout what you've done
Don't feel sorry'bout the way it's gone
Remember when you were small
How people seemed so tall
Always had their way
Remember your ma and pa
Just wishing for movie stardom
Always, always playing a part
If you ever feel so sad
And the whole world is driving you mad
Remember, remember today
-Remember, John Lennon

Where is the moment we needed the most
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost
They tell me your blue skies fade to gray
They tell me your passion's gone away
And I don't need no carryin' on
You stand in the line just to hit a new low
You're faking a smile with the coffee you go
You tell me your life's been way off line
You're falling to pieces every time
And I don't need no carryin' on
Because you had a bad day
-Bad Day, Daniel Powter

...

i tried not to fall for you..
but i did...

you lied once..
and i said it's fine,you're OK, your grandparents are much important than me...

you lied twice..
and i accepted it with smile, because i knew that you would still be there...

you lied for the third times..
and i'm mad, i can't stand it anymore, i start to think that you just play with me...

and i think you did..
you'd never know how it effects me..
cracked my confidence, my trust, and my day...
probably you just never want to know..

and now i try to forget you and all the promises...
but i can't..
it's a waste of my time..i know...but still...